Date & Dish

I went out with German guy again last night. We went to a movie and then hung out at his place for a while. I guess the evening went very well…so well that it kinda has me weirded out.

I don’t really understand how I can feel so comfortable and familiar with someone I barely know. It’s freaky. Seriously, it’s like we were together in another life or something. I know it sounds totally cuckoo but that’s about the only explanation I can come up with.

I guess I’m working on not having to explain everything in my life, especially when it comes to relationships.

The fact that this smart, articulate, worldly, grounded, and very hot guy makes me feel so wonderful is something I’m just trying to enjoy right now. I’m going to just go with the flow and see what happens. I realize he could be a tool once I get to know him, or he could decide he’s not that into me, but for now, I’m just going to have fun.

Sigh.

It’s so crazy that this all started nine months ago, you know? It’s just so totally unexpected….