random
Published by Apricot 4 years ago in MiscellaneousNo one has written anything in a week, so I thought I’d ramble and be random for a bit.
Back up to KF…he wrote me an e-mail the following Tuesday after our date and told me he wasn’t feeling “it” and didn’t want to force it. Which is fine, I guess I was feeling more or less the same after the last date. But then he has to screw it up and end the e-mail with the following:
I’ll be in touch with you later on, I am going on vacation next week and the following week. I have got alot of things to take care of before I go.Take care and I’ll talk to you later.
Everyone should know that I am huge on closure. Plus, he is super good about being straightforward. I mean, I know he’s not going to call so why did he say that? A better question is why is this keeping me up at night?
I went back on match almost 2 weeks ago and I am currently communicating with 5 guys, all of whom I don’t give the slightest crap about. What’s that about? Perhaps I went back too soon and I am just burned out and therefore just don’t care anymore. There were some really random guys who e-mailed me this time around…one of who is retarded. Not retarded, but disabled. Something about having a cranial nerve disorder and can’t smile. He mentioned that he weighs 105 pounds, has a pot belly and he is trying to do some exercises to improve it. I am pretty certain that I am being punished for not writing him back. I felt so bad for him I almost started crying. Sometimes I wonder if some of these people are real. Maybe it’s just a really sick joke. I seem to be a favorite person to play jokes on.
Maybe I should eliminate some boys and really focus on at least trying to be interested in a few. Until then, I’ll have the dish here.
It’s amazing isn’t it? To think that you can get burned out by doing online dating. But, you can! I don’t know if that just makes me a loser for continuing to keep my profile up or what.
I think elimination is the key at this point when you are feeling a bit tired. I know that I only write back to those who spark a decent bit of curiosity in me. Either that or they are kinda cute and wrote a decent email to me. Email is mandatory, if I’m gonna respond. No just “winks”.